Take a deep breath and talk again with your doctor if you feel good about him/her. Consider all the items mentioned in the above posts and find what fits you and your family. And, you have let a group of email friends know you need good thoughts, strength and prayers. You don't know how many of us have been in your shoes. I'm sure you'd be surprised. We are here; we are friends. One thing I learned too in my illness was...don't be afraid to ask for help.
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So much to do...no desire to do it!
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