First and foremost; I would not accept advice from someone that does not recognize there is a difference between the word "want" and "wish"... as the OP did not use the word "wish".

Secondly you have wasted 27 years of your life trying to build something that would give you the attention you so desperately desire. Your parents most likely don't brag about you, they pretend you no longer exist...grow up get a job and pay some income tax loser! You can waste your evenings off on your silly project and self gratification posts...

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