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benj,
You have paved your way to heaven! How very sad to lose your other half after 30 years. I wonder if you ever get over such devastation. I always feel great compassion for folk who have lost their loved ones especially in their later years when you're supposed to "ride off into the sunset" together. It must be hard to think of another relationship after such a loss. There must be a whole bunch of others on TOTV who are in the same boat. Hopefully, you'll find another special person to keep loneliness at bay.
And now you've done it........ until then.............. expect casseroles galore