[benj]

Blondie,
I'm not sure this is what Coney or Peazoup was thinking when they started this thread but ditto your thoughts about totv. I think sometimes that life's only been tough on me then I read posts like yours and (I know this sounds weird) it makes me feel better. This is the first web "forum" I've ever been on and I can't believe how many deeply personal things I've posted to perfect strangers. But thats the thing about totv and tv in general I feel a connection there even though I'm 2500 miles away.
So it's 7 years for you ? Do you ever start to feel better? Benj