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Originally Posted by TOMCAT
I think my problem is I felt more like a mother figure to them as I was the secretary that took care of them. They were like my children and I lost my children. I do miss them. I miss taking care of them. If I could go back, I would. They always looked up to me. I was respected by them and I respected them. I was happy there. I felt bad when I left. It is more like telling a mother not to see her children anymore.
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This is going to sound so cruel but,
YOU CANNOT GO BACK. You cannot go back in life in any way that I know of, everyone you knew has moved forward and you are moving backwards. They have a new den mother now in the Secretarial job you used to have, they have probably grown accustomed to her and (in all probability) you are becoming a distant memory.
Put your husband first in this and move forward with your life. Perhaps look at it this way, you are still very young, you have the probability of living to be well into your 80s and you could make a whole new life in that time.