I am very sorry for you and I am sending you this hug. We humans are all wired the same...or at least us decent humans are...to provide and protect our family and things. You are feeling justified anger and your testosterone makes you want to hit just like my estrogen makes me want to cry.

Go do something physical, shovel snow etc....and know that you have a group of friends here in TV who are irate about this and feel very bad for you.

When things like this happen all we can do is to think...we are still alive and still have opportunities for much happiness.

Sending kind thoughts.