[ssmith]

Truly sorry for your loss. I can feel your pain in your posts.

I am sitting here looking at my 18yo Sheltie and dreading what may come next. Have been though it x 2 before and it really takes times to recover! It's all of those little things like: them constantly following you around, waggin their tail. The reflex of not wanting to step on them because they were always at your feet while you sat on the couch. Running home to make sure they get let out, going for walks etc.

Take courage it will get better.