[redwitch]

I embrace my "differentness." I always knew I was slightly off -- never quite did or say the right thing in social situations, was too sensitive to sensory issues, too easily frustrated. I was fortunate that I was raised in a very structured environment (Army/embassy) -- the rules were very black and white, behavior highly regulated. I was okay so long as I knew the rules, but a total disaster when I was left to fend for myself. Today, I still make social gaffes but can usually laugh them off -- you either take me as I am or not, your choice, not my problem. I like most of me.

I was diagnosed with Aspergers in my 40s. It so fit many of my issues. After five years of extensive therapy, I've actually become far more functioning and able to cope with things that would have me running and hiding in the past. I can even look you in the eye for more than two seconds! I am lucky that I am very high-functioning but I'm still on the spectrum. You won't know I'm an Aspie unless I tell you or you really get to know me -- I'll make just enough social gaffes to give you a clue over time and the sensory issues will always be with me, so those can be very obvious.

I'm so grateful that autism is openly discussed today, that it is more understood, that people understand it doesn't necessarily mean you are developmentally challenged, that the different levels of autism are acknowledged and, mostly, that those not on the spectrum have come to embrace those of us who are, regardless of our level.

So, thanks for the post and thanks for caring.