You sound very sad. If you are depressed you should speak to a professional regarding this. Depression isn't something to take lightly. It is very common to want things to be the way they once were. It is important to know that things cannot be the way the once were and that isn't always a bad thing. Time changes things, children become adults and their independence tells us we have done a wonderful job raising them to become the independant adults they are. Missing them is very common especially if you are experiencing challenging times. Pray that the answer will come to you and it will. Don't dwell on finding the answer from someone else. You will find the answer yourself. What is best for you will happen. You will know what to do when the time is right.
Hope this helps.
A- from Collier
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