I'm feeling kind of sad about the Holidays too. I am closing on my home up north on Fri. and don't close on my new home in TV until Dec. 2. The movers came today and loaded up my belongings. So here I sit in an empty house knowing that I have to be out of here in a couple of days. In between closings I will be staying with my girlfriend and her family and will have Thanksgiving with them before driving to Florida. Even my little dogs will be in the kennel until then. I don't want to leave them there but my friend has 3 big dogs of her own. I feel out of place, lonely and scared.
I used to love the holidays but now that my husband has passed away I really don't care about them. At least my daughter, who lives in another state, will be with me for Christmas when I move to TV.
I really can't wait to be settled in my new home and I am super excited about TV but right now I feel kind of homeless.
This will pass. Its sure been a tough year, though.
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