Josh, have you seen this website?:
https://bible.org/seriespage/ezekiel-34
There are so many study tools out there on the Internet that can be a benefit. Years ago, I would watch the Shepherd's Chapel early in the mornings. Arnold Murray was a Bible teacher. He taught word by word, verse by verse and encouraged you to study and learn and to not just take his word for anything. He has a website that you might like:
Welcome to Shepherd's Chapel