I do know that several of the churches have Griefshare programs. Northlake Presbyterian is one but St. Marks and St. Timothy's and I think Hope Lutheran do also. Try calling a church near you at which you would feel comfortable, and ask about such a program.
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I hope you find a place to work through your grief. You will be in my prayers.
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Sally Bowron
Cincinnati, Ohio; Osceola Hills at Soaring Eagle, TV
When God made me he said Ta Da!