[SALYBOW]

With all the losses you have experienced you are appropriately in mourning.
Do NOT WALLOW IN YOUR GRIEF, BUT DO HONOR IT. Unrequited grief can be devastating. Try to spend time with people with whom you can discuss memories of the people who you are grieving. Remember the good times.

While you are grieving be sure to eat well, sleep as well as possible, exercise adequately and allow yourself to express your feelings. Weep, laugh, and sit quietly with your memories. If you feel like by all means let yourself

The old adage about time healing a broken heart is true, but it is often hard to wait. Look forward to the good things left in your life. Like moving to TV, but don't rush into any decisions while still mourning.

Think about how you got through the tough times you have mastered in your life. Draw on your belief in a higher power if that is you bent.
Know that many people will be praying for you.
Blessings!